Mar. 5th, 2023 02:00 am
my poor car.
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oriharaizaya hello.
it's been a while huh? quite a bit has happened since my last entry.
but let us get to the title first.
i do not have the energy to cook. i also do not have a lot of food in my house period. so i get takeout regularly. last thursday was no exception to this. i was like "alright i'm going to go get tonkotsu from town" alright whatever. easy drive.
i go to park. now keep in mind i am a new driver. i still struggle with parking. and this parking lot was full. so im like dear god okay i really prefer parking where theres no other cars but that's not an option here is it. so i sigh mentally prepare myself to turn into this empty spot right....
and i hear this god awful thud. and my heart sinks. because i have just hit the truck next to my spot. so immediately i back up park in the spot get out im like dude holy shit im so fucking sorry. There is no damage on that truck dawg i have a honda civic you really think im gonna be doing any damage to a large truck.
so the guys were pretty cool about it. they didnt wanna file a claim or nothing since there was no damage on their end and for a moment im like Wow thank the lord. i am so glad i got out of this unscathed!
I Check The Front Of My Car.
this humongous fucking dent in the bumper. my heart immediately sinks i am DEVISTATED. my poor beautiful honda civic.
so we've got that to fix. and now my car is giving me like 3 fucking issues and the tire pressure keeps going low so there's a leak we need to find in there too. it could not get any worse than this yes?
I Went to whataburger last night. now let me give a little background. our parking lot is only for two cars. this has worked for years because up until now we've only had two cars. but now it is a problem because.... Where do i put my car? so i've been parking it in the yard straight in from the parking lot right by my room. and it's worked! up until my dad tyold me i cant drive my car around and pull out that way.
i have to back up now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i am a new driver and still have difficulty backing up)
i did this last night 11pm. so theres this spot in the yard where it's kinda soft and you gotta step on the gas kinda hard. ok i did this. i did this a little too hard for a little too long though. and within a few seconds my car crashes into the bushes in front of our house. i am like Holy Shit but i dont think much of it because theyre just bushes okay. so i drive off get my whataburger cvome back yipee all is good.
i wake up today my mom tells me my dad said i messed up my car. im like Huh (confused) and go outside look at the spoiler and Good Fucking God it looks like it got gnawed on by some rabid animal. ythere is a huge dent in the bushes too.
so i managed to fuck my poor car up twice within the span of a little over one week. i'm just thankful it was the spoiler because i do not mind taking it off cuz it kind of fucked with my rearview mirror view anyways. but still.
but enough of that. i got covid again!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was somehow not as bad and yet worse than last time. i dont know if i had another fever this time again but i know i was laying in bed for hours next to the open window because i thought i was gonna vomit so there was that. most of it was just fatigue tho. and i managed to recover within a week or so thankfully.
but the worst part abt it was that i couldnt keep playing persob4 cuz i was so tired.....which brings me to my next point!!!!!
PERSONA 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i finally finished it after like 5 yrs lol. i got to magatsu inaba way back in 2018 on the original p4 w a ps2 emulator but just like randomly stopped palyinf for some reason (lazy) so i never finished the game........im kinda glad i didnt tho bc golden was so much better. i got tohru adachi social link tohru adachi sexy visit alone scene tohru adachi sexy through and through. also my original playthru was in jp and i much prefer adachi eng voice cuz of jyb.
and my word... i was falling over coughing up blood the whole time ... esp during the "go visit adachi alone" scene and accomplice ending... forgive me for saying this but you could really hear the erm... the erm... you could really hear the izaya come out from jyb's voice...
actually adachi is really just a very izayacore character so nobody can be surprised that he is my persona 4 favorite. neither of them can cook, both of them are sad weird pathetic losers, both of them have a Joker Evil Freakazoid side that makes me so hard i cant breathe, etc etc... ^_-☆
(i am extremely deranged and need to be put down)
but you know i don't remember who my fave was back in the day. i think it was either yu or yosuke. and i was also a huge hanashu lol. but that is mainly because i had a crush on yu narukami. i thought all of the persona protags were so cute actually esp naoya urhghhhhhhhhugh if p1 wasn't so terrible and clunky to play i would have gotten further than the hospital 😭😭
honestly now that im older i dont rly think of p5 as my fave persona game anymore. atm it's p4 but thats cuz i only finished 4 and 5. i'd love to finish p3 but the port is god awful lol. personally i would have loved to see portable's femc combined with fes bc i dont like the visual novel type thing but alas.
i want to get arena ultimax off steam too eventually... but i barely play fighting games so i'd suck ass there LOL. i just wanna see adachi again. speaking of... it'd be nice if they ported the dancing games to pc huh !? i have p4d jp edition game card for my vita cuz i got the p4d vita years ago but 1) it's japanese edition so no jyb and 2) it's the only game card in my collection that my vita won't read so im fucked lol... and i have a 100% LEGAL TOTALLY LEGIT digital copy of the eng ver but it's too fucking big for my sd card dawg 😭😭 and im not buying an sd2vita or a new vita sd card so ya.
i used to want a ps4 but that was mainly cuz of p5r and now it's on pc so i could get it there... actually i really need to finish strikers too cuz i got that like early access or something started the first "palace" and then never touched it again. which sucks cuz i did enjoy it quite a bit. hrm maybe i'll go play that now.
but i rly want the dancing games... (gnawing on my shirt and whining) i love my rhythm games... i love tappung buttons to the beat of music it pleases my autism greatly.
anyways. omg this stupid entry has been in the drafts for like nearly a day now i fucking started this at like 3am last night dude. today i had fun. i went to the mall and found RADIOHEAD at my fucking barnes and noble. so now i have kid a vinyl<3 that jmeans theres just one more rh album i like that i dont have a phys copy of yet (the bends) ... still no fob unfortunately. i wanna go back to the b&n in houston i went to it had a whole section for music stuff dude. thats where i got my copy of okc hehe. oh and we also got boba on the way home! it was rly good.
i have a lot of stuff i need to do now... first, i need to get my car fixed, then i need to finally start going back to physical therapy again for my poor back, then i need to go to office depot and get some jewel cases cuz i broke my revenge cd case accidentally, and then i need to finish cleaning up my other room cuz my aunt's coming down from ohio this weekend...
which u know this is the second time she's stayed here when she came down... and the second time my mom freely offered up MY room without even asking me... and when i bring it up to her she gives me money as if thats what this is about... it's just stressful cuz both my rooms are very close to each other and my bathroom is very small so it's not exactly the optimal situation for two people to live in... but mostly my problem is just that i have stuff in that room?😭 like i keep my books cds vinyls etc etc in there... yeah im not in there all the time but that doesnt mean it's just available to be used like that.... i dunno it's whatever... i start to worry what if im just being dramatic and i sound like a bad person cuz i dont wanna give up my room or whstever but i do value my personal space and all that yanno.
but to change the subject... new drrr official art dropped the other day along with a collab/merch... it's everyone in sukajan...
oguhhh......my girlfriend in sukajan................so beautiful you would not believe. i must buy 500000 pieces of the merchandise immediately. it gets me excited for seeing the art for izaya bday kuji. i know it'll be psyche and hibiya ya but HOW will they look !? will they go with the fanon silly wholesome psyche or the annoying snarky psyche from yasudas art ? let us see...
i saw some jp artists i follow saying this too but rather than alts it'd be nice to get more art in just their standard clothes hm ... i have to say i do agree ... though if they wanted to put izaya in a cute outfit with ripped skinny jeans and a fishnet crop top i wouldn't complain . but ya i do like seeing him in his ugly fur coat even if it makes me mad. it's like his trademark. but i like 私服 too like when they give izaya a hoodie and make him look like just some dude you'd see on the street.
but i dont care what he wears i love izaya no matter what. i just have this stupid self indulgent desire to see him in emo clothes cuz i was an emo kid (turned emo adult) and i think he would love mychem ehe.^__^
sdpeaking of mychem ... theyre playing tokyo + osaka shows this month... AND I WON'T BE THEREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its ok... its ok... i hope they do another tour even if it's not this yr i dont mind i just wanna see them again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and this time i'll go to ALL of their texas shows im not fucking risking it. i cannot let that dallas shit happen again.
which is why im rly thinking abt getting fob dallas tix too. i wont prolly get nothing too close/expensive cuz i have good seats at the woodlands show but i just wsant to be there for both shows so i'll take whatever isnt too crazy expensive. which is difficult because this is ticketmaster and the year is 2023 and i am going to get 90 fees tacked onto my ticket but wht can i do.
anyways i think i'll end this entry here just cuz it's been in the drafts too damn long brah bye bye now.
it's been a while huh? quite a bit has happened since my last entry.
but let us get to the title first.
i do not have the energy to cook. i also do not have a lot of food in my house period. so i get takeout regularly. last thursday was no exception to this. i was like "alright i'm going to go get tonkotsu from town" alright whatever. easy drive.
i go to park. now keep in mind i am a new driver. i still struggle with parking. and this parking lot was full. so im like dear god okay i really prefer parking where theres no other cars but that's not an option here is it. so i sigh mentally prepare myself to turn into this empty spot right....
and i hear this god awful thud. and my heart sinks. because i have just hit the truck next to my spot. so immediately i back up park in the spot get out im like dude holy shit im so fucking sorry. There is no damage on that truck dawg i have a honda civic you really think im gonna be doing any damage to a large truck.
so the guys were pretty cool about it. they didnt wanna file a claim or nothing since there was no damage on their end and for a moment im like Wow thank the lord. i am so glad i got out of this unscathed!
I Check The Front Of My Car.
this humongous fucking dent in the bumper. my heart immediately sinks i am DEVISTATED. my poor beautiful honda civic.
so we've got that to fix. and now my car is giving me like 3 fucking issues and the tire pressure keeps going low so there's a leak we need to find in there too. it could not get any worse than this yes?
I Went to whataburger last night. now let me give a little background. our parking lot is only for two cars. this has worked for years because up until now we've only had two cars. but now it is a problem because.... Where do i put my car? so i've been parking it in the yard straight in from the parking lot right by my room. and it's worked! up until my dad tyold me i cant drive my car around and pull out that way.
i have to back up now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i am a new driver and still have difficulty backing up)
i did this last night 11pm. so theres this spot in the yard where it's kinda soft and you gotta step on the gas kinda hard. ok i did this. i did this a little too hard for a little too long though. and within a few seconds my car crashes into the bushes in front of our house. i am like Holy Shit but i dont think much of it because theyre just bushes okay. so i drive off get my whataburger cvome back yipee all is good.
i wake up today my mom tells me my dad said i messed up my car. im like Huh (confused) and go outside look at the spoiler and Good Fucking God it looks like it got gnawed on by some rabid animal. ythere is a huge dent in the bushes too.
so i managed to fuck my poor car up twice within the span of a little over one week. i'm just thankful it was the spoiler because i do not mind taking it off cuz it kind of fucked with my rearview mirror view anyways. but still.
but enough of that. i got covid again!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was somehow not as bad and yet worse than last time. i dont know if i had another fever this time again but i know i was laying in bed for hours next to the open window because i thought i was gonna vomit so there was that. most of it was just fatigue tho. and i managed to recover within a week or so thankfully.
but the worst part abt it was that i couldnt keep playing persob4 cuz i was so tired.....which brings me to my next point!!!!!
PERSONA 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i finally finished it after like 5 yrs lol. i got to magatsu inaba way back in 2018 on the original p4 w a ps2 emulator but just like randomly stopped palyinf for some reason (lazy) so i never finished the game........im kinda glad i didnt tho bc golden was so much better. i got tohru adachi social link tohru adachi sexy visit alone scene tohru adachi sexy through and through. also my original playthru was in jp and i much prefer adachi eng voice cuz of jyb.
and my word... i was falling over coughing up blood the whole time ... esp during the "go visit adachi alone" scene and accomplice ending... forgive me for saying this but you could really hear the erm... the erm... you could really hear the izaya come out from jyb's voice...
actually adachi is really just a very izayacore character so nobody can be surprised that he is my persona 4 favorite. neither of them can cook, both of them are sad weird pathetic losers, both of them have a Joker Evil Freakazoid side that makes me so hard i cant breathe, etc etc... ^_-☆
(i am extremely deranged and need to be put down)
but you know i don't remember who my fave was back in the day. i think it was either yu or yosuke. and i was also a huge hanashu lol. but that is mainly because i had a crush on yu narukami. i thought all of the persona protags were so cute actually esp naoya urhghhhhhhhhugh if p1 wasn't so terrible and clunky to play i would have gotten further than the hospital 😭😭
honestly now that im older i dont rly think of p5 as my fave persona game anymore. atm it's p4 but thats cuz i only finished 4 and 5. i'd love to finish p3 but the port is god awful lol. personally i would have loved to see portable's femc combined with fes bc i dont like the visual novel type thing but alas.
i want to get arena ultimax off steam too eventually... but i barely play fighting games so i'd suck ass there LOL. i just wanna see adachi again. speaking of... it'd be nice if they ported the dancing games to pc huh !? i have p4d jp edition game card for my vita cuz i got the p4d vita years ago but 1) it's japanese edition so no jyb and 2) it's the only game card in my collection that my vita won't read so im fucked lol... and i have a 100% LEGAL TOTALLY LEGIT digital copy of the eng ver but it's too fucking big for my sd card dawg 😭😭 and im not buying an sd2vita or a new vita sd card so ya.
i used to want a ps4 but that was mainly cuz of p5r and now it's on pc so i could get it there... actually i really need to finish strikers too cuz i got that like early access or something started the first "palace" and then never touched it again. which sucks cuz i did enjoy it quite a bit. hrm maybe i'll go play that now.
but i rly want the dancing games... (gnawing on my shirt and whining) i love my rhythm games... i love tappung buttons to the beat of music it pleases my autism greatly.
anyways. omg this stupid entry has been in the drafts for like nearly a day now i fucking started this at like 3am last night dude. today i had fun. i went to the mall and found RADIOHEAD at my fucking barnes and noble. so now i have kid a vinyl<3 that jmeans theres just one more rh album i like that i dont have a phys copy of yet (the bends) ... still no fob unfortunately. i wanna go back to the b&n in houston i went to it had a whole section for music stuff dude. thats where i got my copy of okc hehe. oh and we also got boba on the way home! it was rly good.
i have a lot of stuff i need to do now... first, i need to get my car fixed, then i need to finally start going back to physical therapy again for my poor back, then i need to go to office depot and get some jewel cases cuz i broke my revenge cd case accidentally, and then i need to finish cleaning up my other room cuz my aunt's coming down from ohio this weekend...
which u know this is the second time she's stayed here when she came down... and the second time my mom freely offered up MY room without even asking me... and when i bring it up to her she gives me money as if thats what this is about... it's just stressful cuz both my rooms are very close to each other and my bathroom is very small so it's not exactly the optimal situation for two people to live in... but mostly my problem is just that i have stuff in that room?😭 like i keep my books cds vinyls etc etc in there... yeah im not in there all the time but that doesnt mean it's just available to be used like that.... i dunno it's whatever... i start to worry what if im just being dramatic and i sound like a bad person cuz i dont wanna give up my room or whstever but i do value my personal space and all that yanno.
but to change the subject... new drrr official art dropped the other day along with a collab/merch... it's everyone in sukajan...
oguhhh......my girlfriend in sukajan................so beautiful you would not believe. i must buy 500000 pieces of the merchandise immediately. it gets me excited for seeing the art for izaya bday kuji. i know it'll be psyche and hibiya ya but HOW will they look !? will they go with the fanon silly wholesome psyche or the annoying snarky psyche from yasudas art ? let us see...
i saw some jp artists i follow saying this too but rather than alts it'd be nice to get more art in just their standard clothes hm ... i have to say i do agree ... though if they wanted to put izaya in a cute outfit with ripped skinny jeans and a fishnet crop top i wouldn't complain . but ya i do like seeing him in his ugly fur coat even if it makes me mad. it's like his trademark. but i like 私服 too like when they give izaya a hoodie and make him look like just some dude you'd see on the street.
but i dont care what he wears i love izaya no matter what. i just have this stupid self indulgent desire to see him in emo clothes cuz i was an emo kid (turned emo adult) and i think he would love mychem ehe.^__^
sdpeaking of mychem ... theyre playing tokyo + osaka shows this month... AND I WON'T BE THEREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its ok... its ok... i hope they do another tour even if it's not this yr i dont mind i just wanna see them again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and this time i'll go to ALL of their texas shows im not fucking risking it. i cannot let that dallas shit happen again.
which is why im rly thinking abt getting fob dallas tix too. i wont prolly get nothing too close/expensive cuz i have good seats at the woodlands show but i just wsant to be there for both shows so i'll take whatever isnt too crazy expensive. which is difficult because this is ticketmaster and the year is 2023 and i am going to get 90 fees tacked onto my ticket but wht can i do.
anyways i think i'll end this entry here just cuz it's been in the drafts too damn long brah bye bye now.
